All the Re’s

Rest. Relax. Recover. Restore. Refocus. Regroup. Reassess. Refresh.

Yep, that’s what I’m doing.

I’m trying not to make any goals or think about anything other than the present. And that’s hard for me. I’m a planner by nature. I like to know what’s around the corner. I like to have a plan of attack for everything. And right now, I’m just kind of wandering around without direction. I’ll admit I’m a little bit lost.

I might run a 5K and try for a new PR. I might finish out 1000 miles running for the year. I might take a break from running and focus on XTing. I kind of want these things to happen naturally and organically without effort. Just do them, without thinking them through. Remember my math sheet from a week or two ago? I threw it away. If I make it to 1000 miles, then I do. If I don’t, there’s always next year.

I’m giving meditation a good college try. I downloaded the app Headspace and paid for the subscription service. I’m on day 13. I have yet to make it three days in a row. Right before the marathon, I ordered 21 Day Fix from my Beach Body coach. I’m going to give it a try. I think it’ll be the final step for me to achieve true clean eating. Mr. Neon is on board too.

So that’s where I am. Pretending to not have goals when I really do. I’m hopeless.

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