Rest. Relax. Recover. Restore. Refocus. Regroup. Reassess. Refresh.
Yep, that’s what I’m doing.
I’m trying not to make any goals or think about anything other than the present. And that’s hard for me. I’m a planner by nature. I like to know what’s around the corner. I like to have a plan of attack for everything. And right now, I’m just kind of wandering around without direction. I’ll admit I’m a little bit lost.
I might run a 5K and try for a new PR. I might finish out 1000 miles running for the year. I might take a break from running and focus on XTing. I kind of want these things to happen naturally and organically without effort. Just do them, without thinking them through. Remember my math sheet from a week or two ago? I threw it away. If I make it to 1000 miles, then I do. If I don’t, there’s always next year.
I’m giving meditation a good college try. I downloaded the app Headspace and paid for the subscription service. I’m on day 13. I have yet to make it three days in a row. Right before the marathon, I ordered 21 Day Fix from my Beach Body coach. I’m going to give it a try. I think it’ll be the final step for me to achieve true clean eating. Mr. Neon is on board too.
So that’s where I am. Pretending to not have goals when I really do. I’m hopeless.
Neon Runner Girl 